you dont have to read this

yesterday i made cupcakes at aces and watched antm sort of and discussed my future. basically ive had all my interviews at in n out (this was two weeks ago) but they said theyd call me after easter, when theyd trained some other new people first,i guess. easter is now over and the time has come to pursue my application status,ect.ect. but aces starbucks is also hiring and the odds of me gettin hired are good i guess since i can make decent foam already..you only have to work 20 hrs/week at either place to get benefits..although in n out starts at $10/hr and starbucks at $8 (or more depending on experience)/hr, but with the latter you get tips, which apparently evens out to at least a dollar more an hour making at least $9/hr....i was talkin to katie bout it because shes worked both places and her opinion is that id do well at either place but most likely feel more comfortable at sbux..which is probably true.
i just really hate starbucks is all. i always have and have proclaimed promises to my self and those surrounding that i will never commit my self to that damn company but alas times are tuff and i can either work a year or whatev at a place i already like and slave away smellin like hamburgers all the time or work at a place i never go to and smell like coffee all the time.
i feel like i would hate life more at INO..the environment keeps you on your toes and sure its a dollar more an hour.....but i can see this becoming a hot awful strapped-down grilled-onion summer and while it would help to get me towards buyin a new car (which is a whole other story..) or savin for trips n whatnot..i think i might rather sacrifice that dollar an hour towards enjoying my year a little more..? is that stupid or economically unwise? probably unwise. besides i keep hearin things on how sbux is goin down the drain more n more every day. but i dunno man. it would be nice to have a little more java experience under my belt for future shops i could work at, wherever. even though at the big man its all measured out for you and theres thermometers and timers on EVERYTHING so you dont actually know what youre doin, you just get good at following premeasured robots' orders and makin drink after drink and smile after smile blah blah. can you tell how much i like workin for corporations??

i really am interested in coffee though. ! definitely not the way sbux presents it but like coffee art and stuff....so cool.

























like really. what the hell. i wanna make cats or bears or whatever that is

anyways. this post was mostly to organize my thoughts. no more talk of this and eventually i will inform you of my upcoming occupational fate. death vs. death. no one comes out alive.